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Summary: Los Angeles, 2003. For the first time since she was Chosen, Buffy's back in town. She never planned to return, but someone else had a different idea. This time, though, she comes with purpose, and power, and an assassin hot on her heels. She just hopes that this time...she doesn't die.
There had been a vampire in Prague who'd tried to fuck with the deal Spike had had going in trying to locate Angelus. When confronted with his duplicity, the vampire had proceeded to taunt Spike in an attempt to shake his concentration, calling him weak for tending so meticulously to Dru, egomaniacal for thinking anything he could do would actually make a difference.
Spike killed him before he could finish the slurs. Shoved the wanker to the walk, ground his heel into his face, and then grabbed a broken plank from nearby and thrust it through the vamp's back. Only afterward did the thought occur to Spike that maybe he should've made the pain last longer; it would've served as a lesson for others who would contemplate casting aspersions.
He wasn't weak. He just hated seeing a woman he knew could be strong reduced to less than what she was. He'd done it for his mum, and he did it for Dru.
Now, he was doing it for the Slayer.
Made perfect sense to him.
When he started to lead her toward the bathroom, though, she pulled away from his hold, her eyes going wild.
"Not there," she said. "I can't...it still smells like him."
Spike nodded. She was right. Though he knew she was referring to the Watcher's cologne that hung like a thick cloud in the air, the whole place reeked of the magic Ethan wielded. It overpowered the traces of the Slayer's essence. Standing amidst the rubble, Spike had a harder time discerning what was Buffy's and what wasn't than when he'd been getting out of the elevator.
He followed as she stepped gingerly over the wreckage, but was forced to a halt when she hesitated before the kitchen door.
"I need something else to wear," Buffy said quietly. Her fingers worried the torn slit of her skirt. "Can you---?"
"Consider it done." He knew it was hard for her to have to ask, and it was a small favor he could grant. Besides, better to see how the Slayer lived. The more information he had on her, the better his odds at defeating her when the time came.
It was easy to determine which room was hers. The scent of her shampoo lingered on the threshold, and a stray bra lay haphazardly on the floor as he entered. She'd dressed in a hurry that night, an array of clothes scattered across the foot of her unmade bed, and the rainbow of colors actually managed to surprise Spike. He'd figured her for the basics---black, red, white, maybe a bit of blue---but the explosion of greens, yellows, and other hues threw that notion out the window. Wherever the mood takes her, he thought as he plucked a flimsy top up from the floor. He cocked his head to look at it more closely when he realized just how sheer it really was, imagining her dusky nipples taunting him through its gossamer shimmer. The question of whether it was a wardrobe choice of her own or her Watcher's, though, nagged him just enough to toss it aside.
Ignoring the closet, Spike went straight to the dresser and began rummaging through the drawers. There was little order to them, clothes tossed inside as if half-forgotten, but the other items they contained told him plenty.
A shoebox of photographs buried beneath a pile of t-shirts. Most of the pictures were of the Slayer and an older blonde woman, who Spike deduced was her mum. The older Summers woman was dead, Ripper had said. Died a few years back of a brain aneurysm. Spike wondered if the Slayer knew that.
A pile of thin journals. Pages frayed. Some with locks, some without. Though the temptation was strong, Spike left those alone after figuring out what they were. He knew what it felt like to have someone digging around in one's personal thoughts; he'd give the Slayer this little privacy.
A stuffed pig that smelled of salt.
An atlas with dog-eared pages and routes marked in red.
A videotape with a smudged label that said, "Ice skating stuff."
Stakes. Holy water. A particularly wicked looking dagger that still had blood dried to its hilt. Spike tucked the knife into his coat. It was too good to pass up.
It dawned on him mid-search that he couldn't hear anything from the other room and stopped what he was doing to listen. The apartment swelled with the ghosts of the Watcher's magic, but the Slayer's breath was barely an echo. There wasn't even the sound of running water to indicate that she was cleaning up.
Spike grabbed the first things he found, digging in the top drawer for some appropriate underwear before heading for the door. After a few steps, he stopped, glanced over his shoulder at the dresser, and walked back, taking out a second pair of black lace panties and stuffing them into his coat pocket. They'd be good for wanking with later, after he'd finished the job with the Slayer. His own private trophy.
At the door of the galley-style kitchen, the sight of her standing at the sink brought him to a standstill. Her back was rigid, her scarlet-stained hands held out over the stainless steel bowl as if she'd been just about to run them under the faucet. That wasn't what she was doing, though.
Instead, Buffy was transfixed by her torn cuticles, by the tiny droplets of blood that fell so slowly to the metal below. It was hypnotic to watch her, to hear the low, even rhythm of her breathing and not see any sign of the wild child who had ravaged the apartment. But it was her fingers that truly mesmerized Spike. As if imbued with life of their own, they traced the tanline where her ring had been for so many years, going around and around as if the simple act of touching it could bring it back into existence. Suddenly, the weight of the actual ring in his pocket increased, and Spike had to quell the urge to take it out and give it back to her. She didn't need it.
Dropping the clothes to the counter, he moved so that he stood directly behind her, reaching around her tiny frame to turn on the water. "Cleanin' goes a mite quicker when there's actual water involved," he murmured into her ear.
Mutely, she nodded. She never said a word as he washed the red from her hands, and he steeled himself from vamping out as he watched all that lovely Slayer blood run wasted down the drain. It wasn't until the cuts and scrapes were cleanly visible against her hands that she spoke up again.
"I won't even have any scars," Buffy said. Her voice was calm, matching the slow and steady pace of her heart. "Ethan's going to lose his security deposit and nobody's even going to know that I did it unless I say something."
"That Watcher of yours goin' to be around long enough to be worrying about that sort of thing?" he asked. Though he didn't move from his place behind her, Spike let her hands go, placing his own on the edge of the counter so that she stood within the circle of his arms.
Buffy stiffened. "I don't know what you're thinking," she said, "but I'm not going to kill Ethan. I can't do that."
"You can . You just won't ."
"Same diff." She started to move away, but his stance prevented her from going far. "Let me go, Spike. I need to get changed now so that we can do this."
"You're not done."
"Yes, I am."
"No, you're not." The smell had been intoxicating him for the entire time he'd been standing behind her. Leaning in, Spike ran his tongue along her jaw, lapping up the blood she'd smeared there earlier, his mouth watering at the promise of how much more flowed beneath the thin veneer of her skin. It went straight to his cock, hardening him so that he nestled firmly against the Slayer's ass again, and he felt the shudder pitch throughout her body.
"You really want to bugger off so quickly?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper against her cheek. "Wouldn't it be best to take your time and make sure you're ready, all good and proper, before you go charging in on your white horse?"
"Ethan hates...white horses..." she breathed. Her hands slid to cover his where he gripped the counter, and the powerful squeeze of her fingers made his cock twitch.
"What does Buffy like?" He finished licking away the blood on her face, and then used the tip of his tongue to trace the delicate shell of her ear. "Think it's about time you take a little for your own, pet. From the looks of things, you've been the one doin' the givin' all these years."
For a moment, she froze, and Spike wondered if he'd gone too far in bringing up the past so quickly after her tirade. Frankly, he just wanted to bury himself between her legs, and he'd say whatever it took to sweet-talk those dimpled knees apart again. She was addictive, this one, and he was prepared to take as much as he could get before finishing her off.
Then she started to move again. "I need to change," Buffy repeated.
Disappointment made him retreat, but the Slayer's hands on his kept him in place. She held them fast in her tiny fingers as she guided them to her hips, and Spike's momentary regret fled when he realized what she was doing.
"Best to get out of these first, then," he murmured.
He felt the tiny goosebumps erupt along the curve of her ass as he pushed the small skirt out of his way. Buffy's hands fell away as he reached for the hem of her top, tugging it upward until the butterfly bow of her shoulder blades was exposed, and he lowered his mouth to suckle at the sweat that still cast a slight sheen along her spine.
"Love the way you taste," he murmured. His hands cupped her breasts, rolling her hard nipples between his fingers. He was dying to pull his cock out and slam into her, but the heat that practically steamed from her flesh was too exhilarating not to enjoy just a little bit longer.
She twisted unexpectedly in his arms, and Spike was left staring down into her wide eyes. The pupils had practically drowned out the green irises, and some of the color was starting to return to her cheeks, making her radiate with a life that threatened to drown him. "Why do you want me?" she demanded.
"Have you looked into a mirror lately?" he asked. His fingertips trailed along her sternum, down between her breasts, across the flat of her stomach. He smiled when he saw the muscles there quiver beneath his touch. "I'd have to be dead not to want something as beautiful as you."
"You are dead."
"And you're far too literal."
"What's in this for you?" she asked. "And don't tell me there isn't anything. You're a vampire. You think the whole world revolves around you."
His fingers found a wiry curl and tugged, making Buffy gasp. "Your Watcher ever teach you 'bout your history?" Spike asked. He caught his lower lip between his teeth when he felt the first slick of her pussy, tracing the entrance with a single finger. "I'm the Slayer of Slayers, pet. I've killed three of your kind, and the plan was to make you my fourth."
It wasn't the answer she was expecting to hear, but her sharp intake of breath was the only visible sign of how much it took her by surprise. "So..what?" she said. "You decided fucking a Slayer was better than killing one?"
"Never said I wasn't still goin' to kill you."
"You said was . That sounds like a change of heart to me."
He leaned forward, his tongue running along her jaw until his mouth hovered at her ear. "Gotta have a heart in order for it to change, luv. That leaves me out of your little club."
"You're such a liar," she hissed.
She moved before he could pull away, grabbing his head between her hands and dragging it down to slam her mouth to his. Spike decided he wasn't going to argue with her any more, even if he could. He was going to enjoy this for as long as it lasted.
It was just up to him to make sure it lasted a bloody long time.
*************
She watched him on the small monitors, his lean form slumped against the white wall. "This is taking too long," Lilah complained to nobody in particular. "At this rate, the Slayer will be long gone before we get anything of value from him."
"Do you want me to send in the Interrogators again?" the secretary at her side queried.
Lilah shook her head. "The man seems to like it too much," she said. "Torture isn't going to work in time."
She deliberately left off uttering the for me at the end of her declaration. The responsibility of returning Jutta's Ring to Wolfram and Hart's security rested solely on Lilah's head, and she didn't want underlings sensing her worry that she would somehow fail with this assignment. The problem was, if the Watcher didn't crack soon about what exactly he'd done with the ring and where exactly his Slayer had hidden it, the underlings would be the least of Lilah's problems.
He shifted where he sat, his chest gleaming with sweat and trickles of blood, and the movement brought her attention back to the screen. His lips were moving. "Turn up the volume," she ordered the security guard, and leaned forward, closer to the speakers, in an attempt to hear what was being said in the holding cell.
At first, all she could make out was his rasping breath. The Watcher had already been pretty severely beaten when she'd gotten to him, and she was fairly sure at least one rib in his chest that was broken. With her rotten luck, that number was very likely to be higher.
But then, beneath the exhalations, she heard syllables being forced past his lips, soft and sibilant as he repeated the lone word over and over again.
"Bu...ffy..."
The seed of an idea took root as she listened to the Watcher, and a smile slowly spread across Lilah's face.
"Get me the lab on the phone," she said. "I think I'm about to be brilliant."
*************
He had no concept of how long he'd already been held by Wolfram and Hart. The pain made the minutes blur into one long, unbroken cadence, and it was all Ethan could do to keep from passing out from it. Only images of what he'd have Buffy do to the stuffed shirts once she got him out and away kept Ethan going.
He heard the door open and close, but the thin sound of heels clicking against the floor stopped him from turning his head to see his new guest. He knew who it was. Not someone who was here to help him.
"Well, now that's just rude," Lilah said. She sounded annoyed, and a small flare of satisfaction burned somewhere deep inside Ethan. "I could've had you killed already, and yet, you're still here, breathing in your precious oxygen. If I were you, I'd be grateful."
"And if I were you," Ethan managed, "I'd find a new pedicurist." He summoned all his strength to cast a contemptuous look at her. "The one you currently have does dreadful work."
She was dressed to the nines, wearing a slinky black dress revealing dangerous curves that had dismantled more than one man in the past, he was sure. Her lips were blood red, her make-up perfect, and in one slender hand, she carried a full glass of wine. Red, of course. That and black seemed to be her colors of choice.
"Do you treat your Slayer like this?" Lilah asked. "Please don't tell me this is the Watchers' Council method of training these days. Cooperation by humiliation." She made a tsking sound with her tongue, and the way she pursed her mouth as she did so made his cock go half-hard. "They're warriors. They deserve better than that."
A short bark of laughter escaped his lips. "Rather amusing coming from such a paragon of virtue," Ethan said. "When was the last time you paid heed to the statutes of right and wrong except to see how you might bend them to your own desire, Miss Morgan?"
She smiled. "You know who I am. I'm flattered."
"And do you know who I am?" He swallowed down some of the blood that filled his mouth, lifting his chin to give a stronger sense of his power. "You can't break me, you know. My magic is more powerful than your little mindreaders'. And my Slayer is more surprising than any trick you might have up your sleeve." His gaze flitted over her bare arms. "Metaphorically speaking, of course."
"Maybe I'm not interested in breaking you."
His brows drew together as she crouched down at his side, the glass tipping precariously toward his bare chest. The fruity scent of the wine floated to his nostrils, and unbidden, his mouth watered. It smelled divine.
"Maybe," Lilah continued, "I'm interested in striking a bargain. You seem like the sort of fellow who knows a good deal when he hears one. And trust me. My deals are always the best."
"You don't have anything I want," he replied.
"Really? See, that's not the way I understand it."
Ever so slightly, she shifted her position, and the wine sloshed over the rim, splashing onto his chest and dripping down to his bare stomach. Lilah affected wide eyes. "Oops," she said, her voice high and phony. "Did I do that? How clumsy of me."
His lips parted to speak, but before he could do so, Ethan felt a burning start peppering his torso and glanced down to see the scarlet fluid sizzling where it made contact with his skin. Instinctively, his hands jerked to wipe it off of him, but they were held fast by the manacles chained to the wall, and all he managed to do was scrape even more skin off of his wrists.
"The pain doesn't last too long," Lilah said casually. "But it could last a lot longer if I were to pour the rest of it over you."
"That would be a waste of a perfectly good vintage," he said through gritted teeth.
Her smile widened. "Now that is exactly my thought." She held the glass just millimeters from his mouth. "I'm told that drinking it doesn't hurt nearly as much."
"Why on earth would I take anything you offer? Last I checked, I hadn't chased any white rabbits lately."
"You'll drink it because you're not a stupid man," she said. "It doesn't matter if it's ingested or absorbed through the skin. It works both ways. Drinking it will save you pain."
"If it works both ways, why bother getting me to drink it at all? Just pour it over me and be done with it."
For the first time, her amusement faltered. "Because absorption takes longer to take effect," Lilah replied. "I'd much prefer to get this business of ours over with, Mr. Rayne. I have an early meeting in the morning. I'd hate not to look my best."
Ethan clamped his lips shut. Time was already working against him; he was hardly going to gird its efforts even further by swallowing the elixir Lilah so desperately wanted him to take.
She seemed to realize at the same instant he did that he wouldn't be making this any easier for her. With a nonchalant shrug of her shoulders, she poured the rest of the wine over his chest and stood up, ignoring his screams of agony as the liquid immediately began to sear.
"You'll probably find it best to pass out soon," she said as she walked to the door. "It'll make the time fly all that much more quickly." Pausing in the exit, her eyes reflected the yellow light from overhead, making them seem almost feline. "When you wake up, Mr. Rayne, it'll be a brave new world for you. Exciting, isn't it?"
He could barely breathe by the time she closed the door behind her.
Something hard and lumpy was digging into the small of her back, but her muscles were too liquid to obey her brain's command to move it. Something else was tickling across her bare stomach, but Buffy knew what that was and had even less desire at the moment to make it stop. Calling a stop to it would welcome back the verity of her night, and she wasn't ready for that. Not yet.
Spike seemed determined to have his fingertips memorize every inch of her skin, stroking the soft flesh of her inner thigh, skating around the lower curve of her breasts, hovering along the lines of her neck. With her eyes closed, she couldn't see him examining the bite mark he'd left, but from the proximity of his body and the occasional casual brush of his mouth across her shoulder, she knew he was there. Learning his enemy, she decided and had to stifle the smile at the thought that followed. From the inside out.
"Ready to try the bedroom now?"
His voice was like rough silk across her nipples, pebbling them without a single touch. The sudden yearning to turn back into his lean body, to take him in and swallow him down and satisfy his last remaining wish, was a hot rush of familiarity, images of another form, similarly shaped, saturating her consciousness.
Buffy's eyes shot open. The white plaster of the dining room ceiling stared back at her and, in the periphery of her vision, she saw Spike lift his head and look at her curiously, heavy brows drawn together.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
Only then did she realize her mouth was dry, her tongue too large and thick to speak coherently. Shaking her head mutely, Buffy sat up on the dining room table, the salt shaker that had been stuck to her sweaty back falling away with a heavy clunk, and swung her legs around the edge in an effort to stand up.
An unyielding hand clamped around her bicep, both preventing her from running away and giving her an anchor while she gathered her fugitive strength. "I'm not him," Spike said firmly when she glanced back over her shoulder. "No reason for you feelin' remorseful 'bout what we did. We both wanted it. That's a big difference between you and your Watcher, so don't go playin' like you're some wounded kitten and I'm the big bad wolf set to eat you." The corner of his mouth twitched. "Unless that's your kink, in which case, I'm sure we can work something out."
Buffy yanked her arm away. "I've been here too long," she said, sliding off the table. Her ass bounced where her perspiration made her stick to the wood, but she ignored the discomfort to focus on why she'd returned to the apartment in the first place. Studiously avoiding looking at the destruction she'd created, she walked to her bedroom, the sounds of Spike following after all too clear.
"What're you plannin' to do?" he asked.
"Pack a bag," came her terse reply. "When this is over, I'm gone."
The warm recognition of her belongings eased a fraction of Buffy's tension, and she grabbed a duffel bag from the corner to start shoving her belongings inside.
"I meant with your Watcher."
Spike stopped in the doorway and leaned against the jamb as he watched her through heavy-lidded eyes. He'd stripped naked at some point between the kitchen and the dining room, and the sight of his tightly corded muscles made her remember how they'd felt wrapped around her, what a welcome change it had been to fuck someone she wasn't afraid of breaking. She dropped to her hands and knees, both to hide her flushed face and to reach under the bed for her weapon box.
"I'm getting him away from Wolfram and Hart," she said. "I thought that was obvious."
"Not really. You also said you weren't goin' to kill him. Why get him out if you're not interested in a spot of revenge?"
She pulled on a clean pair of panties before shimmying into her leather pants. Her hands stung from the cuts and scrapes, but she latched onto the pain as something real as she finished getting dressed.
"Because I don't do that. I can't just leave him behind to get hurt."
"Even after what he did to you?"
" Especially after what he did."
"Well, that doesn't make any bloody sense."
Buffy started emptying her dresser drawers into the bag. "If I turn my back on Ethan now, that makes me as bad as him." She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye. "But I don't expect you to understand that. That's the big difference between you and me, Spike. All you care about is saving your own skin."
His jaw twitched. "Which is why I'm here with you, of course. Right, Slayer. You just keep on tellin' yourself your pretty little lies. You should be good and used to them by now."
She heard something snap as she shoved it into the duffel, but kept with her packing. "You already told me you're here to kill me," she said. "And if I can get some use out of you before we fight, then so be it."
"I'm here because---." Spike broke off, growling deep in his throat and whirling to march off to the other room. The quiet let Buffy focus on her task, but all too quickly he was back, buttoning up his jeans with a ferocious gleam in his blue eyes.
"They're paying me to kill you for them," he announced, his voice triumphant.
It wasn't what she expected him to say, and she sat back on her heels to gaze at him in confusion. "They?" she repeated. "You mean Wolfram and Hart?"
"No, I mean your precious Council. You think it's an accident another Watcher shows up in this godforsaken town? They've sussed you're a threat and got me on the job to get rid of you for them. Paying me a pretty penny to do it, too, I might add."
"That's an old song," Buffy said, dismissing him with a wave of her hand. "The Council's been tryin' to kill me for years. You should've seen their pathetic attempts in Cleveland. And don't get me started on Tijuana. At least you're better looking than the demons they used there."
Spike's frown returned. "How's that possible?" he asked. "According to Ripper, they've only just found out about you bein' around."
She shrugged. "Somebody's lying to you, then, because Ethan and I have been on the run ever since I died."
She could see his mind working and knew there was more he wanted to ask her. For a second, Buffy debated taking the time to answer him, knowing it would shatter what illusions he might harbor about his employer, but then thrust the idea away. She wasn't here to coddle him, just like he wasn't here to coddle her. She had a job to do now; there wasn't time for these kind of word games.
"Go make yourself useful," she ordered. "Find the ring Wolfram and Hart are so hot for."
"How am I s'posed to do that?"
"Put your nose to the vampstone and sniff it out. I'm sure it's around here somewhere."
"You don't think your Watcher took it with him?"
The look she shot him was condescending. "I know he didn't," Buffy said. "I cut off a guy's thumb to get it. When it comes to blood, Ethan's way too finicky. There's no way he didn't leave it for me to take care of in the morning."
He was halfway out the door again before he asked the final question. Frankly, she was surprised it hadn't been the first he'd posed.
"I want it for a trade," she replied to his query. "They want the ring. I want Ethan. Sounds like a good deal to me. Nobody has to die or get hurt that way."
That didn't mean someone wouldn't get hurt anyway, though. Buffy refrained from saying that part out loud.
*************
The slamming of the car door jolted him awake, and Giles peered blearily at his watch as Spike slid behind the wheel. "It's three in the bloody morning!" he said. Anger sharpened him from his sleep, and he sat up straighter to glare at the vampire. "Where on earth have you been?"
"Helpin' the Slayer," he replied. "And don't think I'm not aware of just how buggered that really sounds." Turning glittering eyes in Giles' direction, Spike scrutinized him closely before speaking again. "Is there something about Goldilocks you feel like sharin', Ripper?" he asked carefully. "Some... detail 'bout this job that maybe I might be missing?"
The collected tone of Spike's voice was his first alert that something was wrong. The vampire was rarely this composed. Though they had been traveling together for nearly a month as they searched for Buffy Summers, Giles had quickly learned that Spike's impetuosity served as costume to the more calculating awareness underneath. There was an intelligence that the history annals didn't record, and there was a perception of character that allowed little to escape. If William the Bloody had been human, he would've been a formidable resource for the Council. As it was, Giles was wise enough to tread cautiously when it came to Spike. Especially since he seemed to have acquired some odd affinity with Buffy Summers.
"What did you learn?" he asked, rather than answering the question. "Did the Slayer offer some information about Ethan that you feel was lacking?"
"Not Ethan," Spike said. The coldness in those blue eyes was chilling. "Your fuckin' Council."
Giles started. "I beg your pardon? What could she possibly know about the Council? Ethan's only a Watcher because he's deemed himself as such, and as far as I'm aware, Miss Summers has never even met anyone else from the board until this evening."
"That's not how she tells it."
Stunned into silence, Giles listened as Spike told what little he'd gathered, about the previous attempts on the Slayer's life over the years, including the events down in Mexico. Flashes of the photographs the Council had provided on the massacre in Tijuana went through his head, and his stomach sickened at the possibility that they'd only obtained such evidence because they'd been somehow involved. He hadn't thought to question how they'd retrieved such documentation, primarily because when it came to resources, the Council had a long-reaching hand. But if this version of the events was to be believed, it would lend credence to a far more sinister organization than Giles would've chosen to be affiliated with.
"I don't understand how this can be," he murmured, mulling over the details. "What could they possibly gain from keeping me in the dark about their previous efforts?"
"They get you to do the job," Spike said. "If you'd known some of your mates had been sliced and diced doin' the same, would you still have taken it on?"
"If that's what they wished," he replied automatically. But he could see Spike's reasoning, and it seemed more than possible that the Council would interpret his reactions in such a manner. Then, another question raised its head.
"Why were you discussing the Council with the Slayer?" Giles queried.
Spike shifted away, squinting through the rain still pelting the windshield. "Told her why I was here, and one thing led to another."
"You what ?"
"You heard me."
"Yes, but I can't believe---."
"The girl's not stupid, Ripper. And when I lie, people got a way of seein' right through me. Didn't have much of a choice."
"And she hasn't staked you yet? How on earth have you managed that ?"
The grin Spike flashed him was pure conceit. Thankfully, Giles was saved from the smug comeback by the opening of the back door.
"Let's motor," Buffy said firmly.
She looked remarkably better than when she'd gone inside, kohl-lined eyes staring defiantly back at him when he turned to face her. Though her features were placid, something brittle lurked within her tone, ready to strike should a threat arise, and he cleared his throat while deciding just how to phrase himself.
"I already know you want to kill me," she said before he could speak. She settled back in her seat, the duffel bag she'd carried out of the apartment building tucked closely beneath her arm. "So unless you're about to tell me that I won the lottery, can we just can the chitchat and get out of here? I'm really not in the mood to hang around this place longer than I have to."
Spike turned the key in the ignition and pulled away from the curb. "Where to, pet?" he asked.
"You know the plan," she replied.
He nodded, leaving Giles staring at the pair, perplexed. "Well, I don't know the plan," he complained. "Would either of you care to enlighten me?"
Buffy sighed. Exhaustion was starting to make her wilt. "I'm trading Ethan for the ring unless you can come up with something better."
"The Grand Poobah here always thinks he can come up with something better," Spike said.
"Why would somebody want your ring?" Giles asked, remembering the small obsidian stone secreted away in Spike's pocket.
Something dark fluttered behind her eyes, and Buffy's mouth thinned. "Not my ring," she said tightly. "This one."
A plastic sack suddenly sailed over the seat, landing in his lap with deadly accuracy. Giles glanced inside, and then grimaced at the graying thumb that rested there, blood still clinging to the skin where it had been severed.
"Why did Ethan want this?"
Her shoulders lifted in a tired shrug. "I never got the specifics. Something about it being the master of all riddles. He's been looking for it since we left Cleveland three years ago."
There had been brief mention of Cleveland in the Council's report on the Slayer. Another Watcher, a Wesley Wyndam-Pryce, had witnessed someone fitting Buffy Summers' description fighting a notorious band of vampires, but the story had been dismissed as both inconclusive and unlikely, even after the Tijuana pictures had been discovered. Giles made a mental note to review the file again, this time more closely, once he returned to his hotel.
"Who exactly are we giving this to?" he asked, eager for more information.
"Wolfram and Hart."
The name made his head snap back up, and he turned disbelieving eyes back to the Slayer. "Ethan stole a priceless artifact from Wolfram and Hart ? Do you have any idea how dangerous they are?"
"What can I say? He's got this uncanny knack for biting off more than he can chew." Her nose wrinkled. "I thought you said you and Ethan went way back. How is it this can come as a surprise?"
She had a point. Delusions of grandeur were right up Ethan's alley. But...
"Wolfram and Hart is one of the single most evil organizations in the entire world," Giles said. "Their influence stretches beyond dimensional borders, far back before the recorded word. What could possibly be important enough for Ethan to steal, that he'd risk the wrath of people who can find him in any corner in which he might choose to hide?"
"Well, duh. That ring."
At his side, Spike snorted in amusement.
It took little time to make his decision. "Go back to the hotel, Spike," Giles instructed. "I have research I need to do."
Buffy stiffened behind him. "No," she said slowly. "We're going to do this trade."
He shook his head. "I'm afraid I can't allow that. We don't even know what this ring does, and to simply walk into their base of operations with nothing more than your determination and a stolen artifact is sheer suicide."
"I don't care."
"And I do. In the absence of you having a Watcher, I have to insist---."
He choked as her arm looped around his neck, pulling him so tightly back onto the seat that it was nearly impossible to breathe.
"First of all," Buffy said, her voice low and lethal, "I have a Watcher, so I think you trying to pull rank right about now is a really bad idea. Second, there is no way I'm going to turn my back on Ethan and leave him with those goons. He's saved my ass just as many times as he's fucked it. That's not something I can just forget, as much as I might want to."
"Buffy---."
She ignored Spike's attempt to interrupt, and the spots started to dance in front of Giles' eyes.
"Third. If it was me that they'd snatched, there's no way in hell Ethan wouldn't be doing whatever he could to get me back. So, taking a detour so that you can sit around with some musty old books and tell me exactly nada in the end? Not going to happen."
"Buffy..." This time, Spike curled his fingers around her arm and pulled, loosening her hold just enough for Giles to gasp for air. "Much as I hate to say it, Ripper's got a point. You go in there now, and you're goin' to get the both of you killed."
There was a pause, but her arm didn't move.
"I thought that was your whole purpose in being here," Buffy said. The sarcasm dripped from her voice. "Both of you want me dead anyway. Why do you care about any of this?"
"I don't," Spike replied. "I care about the dosh that's owed me for bein' the one to take you down."
Unseen by the others, Giles rolled his eyes. Sometimes, Spike's arrogance and stupidity could be quite staggering.
"I also think you're smarter than that," the vampire continued. "And you haven't survived dodging the Council for so long by fallin' for those kind of tricks."
Perhaps not so foolish.
Her growing hesitation was the only impetus Giles needed to contribute to the argument.
"You have what they want, Buffy," he said. " You have the power. Don't be rash and throw that power away."
Slowly, her arm slid back, and Giles lifted a hand to his sore throat. He would have bruises in the morning, of that he was certain, but for the moment, Buffy seemed to be listening to reason again.
"Get a good night's sleep," he coaxed. "I'll stay up and find out what you need to go into Wolfram and Hart tomorrow properly armed. It wouldn't do for you not to be at your best."
For a moment, her face softened. "You sound like Ethan," she whispered.
He didn't know what to say to that. He just smiled, nodded, and turned his back on the Slayer while Spike headed back to their hotel. She was a growing enigma, so menacing one moment, so lost in the next. How much of it was Buffy Summers, the young woman, and how much of it was the construct Ethan had created?
It was a question Giles feared he wouldn't find the answer to in time to save her, if indeed, she should be saved at all. Then again, perhaps the Slayer didn't even wish to be saved. Her behavior certainly attested to that particular tenet.
For whatever reason, that conclusion was the most disheartening.
*************
Lilah checked in on him one last time before leaving for the night.
"Any changes?" she asked, watching the monitor over the guard's shoulder.
"Nope," he answered. They both stared at where Ethan Rayne slumped against the holding cell wall, his torso streaked with burns left from his earlier encounter with Lilah. "He's been in that same position since you left earlier."
She sighed. "Thanks." There was nothing more to be done until the tainted wine took its full effect. It would've been much simpler if Ethan had simply drunk it like she'd wanted, but then, that would've been good for Lilah. Nothing turned out the way she liked these days. Why should this second-rate Watcher be any different?
Her heels clicked along the corridor as she walked back to the elevator. She'd had to cancel all of her early meetings; unfortunately, retrieving Jutta's Ring took precedence over her other clients. Just as unfortunate was the fact that none of this time was billable. It was her own fault the ring had gone missing, and if she tried to find a way to cover the costs, the Senior Partners would find out even more quickly about her error in judgment. She couldn't afford that. Both literally and figuratively.
She'd get that ring back. Even if meant killing the Watcher herself.
The only neck that mattered in this particular game was her own.
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