Summary: Spike, jaded best selling novelist, fresh from rehab, has
writer's block and carries a guilty secret. He searches for redemption
at a lonely beach cottage where he meets Buffy, owner of the cottage
reeling from a devastating personal trauma. Can they each mend the
other or is it too late for both?
Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are
owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not
meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.
Author's Notes: Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, Joss Whedon, ME and David Greenwalt do. I own nothing but the plot. Thanks to my beta EnigmaticBlues for the handholding during a story which is very different than I usually pen.
Rating: R
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Chapter 6- Hey 19
Hey 19,
No we can't dance
No we got nothing in common,
Please take me along when
You slide on down.
-Steely Dan
-Hey 19
After an uneventful Sunday, part of which was spent grouting the new
floor, Buffy needed some time away from work. She decided to buy some
new clothes without analyzing the reason.
Dawn had been impatient for Buffy to leave. After prying yesterday's
events out of her sister, Dawn was ready for someone to stick a fork in
her. She was just that done with Buffy's angst filled, monk-like life
of the past two years. After all, she wasn't getting any younger.
Dawn had discussed her sister at length with her best friend Janice
that morning on the phone and they both came to the same conclusion. It
was going to take some sisterly meddling to move things along. Buffy
needed to get back on that dating horse. Dawn had already decided that
the yummy Brit in cottage 4 was the perfect horse to ride. After all,
even though he was old, he was in fantastic shape. He obviously had
money and bonus- he already seemed to like her sister. Like most men
all he needed was a push in the right direction, namely toward Buffy.
As soon as Buffy's truck pulled away from the parking lot, Dawn
snatched up her excuse for a visit, also known as the computer
questionnaire, and set out purposefully down the path to the cottages.
As she rounded the curve by the first cottage, she saw Spike sitting on
the porch swing, clad only in a pair of black board shorts, his bare
feet propped on another chair. He was smoking and typing on a laptop.
He raised a hand in greeting.
Oh my God. Look at his abs. He could so be a male model. Damn it,
Buffy, how can you possibly even think about letting this guy get away?
“Hi Mr. Jamison, I brought the questionnaire I spoke to you about on
the phone. I was wondering if you'd mind reading it over and answering
it? The girl who designed the website is coming up in a couple days and
she'd love some input.” She looked around the porch. “Mind if I sit
with you for a while? I've got some time off and Buffy went to the
mall.”
He closed the laptop. “I told you lot to call me William. Sure, I'll fill out your paper.”
Warily, he pulled his feet from the chair and pushed it toward her.
Spike liked the young girl, she seemed very pleasant, and she was
Buffy's little sister, but he was still uneasy. Over the years, he had
grown very cautious around teenage girls. In his experience, they
usually either attempted to manipulate him into helping with some grand
career goal, or showed up on his doorstep late at night wearing a coat
and nothing else.
Even when he was drinking his heaviest, he had purposely shied away
from them. They were just too unpredictable. Spike had always liked his
women old enough to have life experiences. Not to mention both the
immorality and the illegality of sleeping with young girls. It was all
just a little too tawdry. He wondered what Buffy's younger sister
really wanted from him. Why was she really here?
As Dawn smiled her thanks, sitting down in the proffered chair, she
noticed William's nervous demeanor. He was sitting rigidly in the
swing. Dawn realized she had to make him feel more comfortable, so he
would be amiable to her suggestions. She decided to start with
something light. She pointed at his laptop and smiled brightly. “How's
your vacation going? What have you been doing?”
He looked at her cautiously. “I'm trying to write something. I used to
do it a lot, but it's been awhile, and I want to see if I've still got
the knack.”
Dawn perked up. “Are you any good at it?” God, he's smart, too. Buffy is so an idiot.
“Dunno, I used to be okay.” He decided to change the subject before the
teen could ask anymore personal questions about his background. He
fished around for another topic. “So how was the movie? Buffy said you
went out with friends last night.”
Dawn realized instantly that the question was a perfect opening for the
type of conversation she really wanted to have. She sat back and
grimaced, using the perfect mix of theatrics and boredom that every
teenaged girl acquired on their thirteenth birthday.
“I guess o.k. My friend Janice fixed me up with this guy and he turned
out to be a real jerk. Why do good looking guys just think they're so
special? It's just a teen thing, right? Not really a guy thing? I mean
you're a gorgeous guy and you're not all snotty and stuck up.”
Spike smirked. "You think I'm gorgeous, huh?"
Dawn smiled sweetly; “Well, yeah, for an older guy.” Then she shrugged casually. “Anyway, I'm just quoting Buffy.”
Buffy thinks I'm gorgeous?? Spike immediately relaxed. He
realized that Buffy's little sister just wanted to seek advice from
someone older and wiser. He felt sorry for her; it must be tough to not
have any older male role models. He decided he didn't mind playing big
brother. Pausing, he thought about her question seriously.
"Well, Dawn, I'm not an expert on relationships. When my last serious
girlfriend left, it about did me in. I'd say it's probably a little of
both. If the guy really likes you, he'll want to please you, be decent
to you. If he's being an arse, I say just blow him off and find another
guy. Life's too short. Besides, you're young, pretty and smart, there's
goin' to be tons of guys that want to meet you."
“That's actually not half bad advice. Thanks.” She looked keenly at
him, assessing his relaxed posture. She upped the ante a bit. “Buffy
mentioned the floor tiling help and the thank you dinner last night.”
He looked away toward the water. “She needed the help and I wanted to....help.”
Dawn nodded “Yeah, that's what she said, too. You know, this is the
first time she's asked for any.....help from any guy since Angel. She
must really want .…help.”
Spike's eyes narrowed. “Is that so? Who is Angel?”
Dawn exhaled loudly. “Her ex husband and the reason she came back to
Sunnydale, but that's her story to tell. I just wanted you to know that
even though she seems a little reluctant, I'm sure she would respond to
more....help. I can tell that she really, really likes you and in yet
another boost to your ego, I think you're pretty okay, too.”
She stood up. “Well, gotta go. There's a boy band I want to see on MTV
this afternoon. Thanks again for listening.” She handed him the
questionnaire. “Drop it off at the office, whenever.” As she walked
away, Spike lit another cigarette and stared at the water thoughtfully.
A few moments later, he reopened the laptop.
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