Summary: Spike, jaded best selling novelist, fresh from rehab, has
writer's block and carries a guilty secret. He searches for redemption
at a lonely beach cottage where he meets Buffy, owner of the cottage
reeling from a devastating personal trauma. Can they each mend the
other or is it too late for both?
Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are
owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not
meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.
Author's Notes: Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, Joss Whedon, ME and David Greenwalt do. I own nothing but the plot. Thanks to my beta EnigmaticBlues for the handholding during a story which is very different than I usually pen.
Rating: R
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Chapter 3- Thorns Twist in Your Side
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you.
With or without you
I can't live with or without you.
-U2
-With or Without You
Spike spent the next couple of hours exploring the cottage and getting
settled. Although not large, there was plenty of room. The main living
area with its large windows encompassed most of the first floor. Light
colored walls and dark wooden floors covered with colorful rag rugs and
soft overstuffed furniture completed the casual look.
A glass vase filled with the blue wildflowers sat cheerily atop an
antique wooden table with four chairs. Located at the far end of the
room was a spotless galley kitchen.
He opened the cabinets and noted the complete complement of dishes,
pans and silverware. A new coffee maker sat invitingly atop the
gleaming counter. A quick look into the bathroom revealed a new vanity
with lots of counter space and an old fashioned claw foot tub next to a
modern shower. A set of narrow stairs led up to the bedroom. He liked
that room immediately; a queen size bed covered with a cheery lemon
yellow comforter dominated the space, along with an older oak chest and
dresser. At the other side of the room was a large window that
displayed an incredible view of the rugged coastline.
After unpacking, Spike decided to travel into town, pick up groceries
and have dinner. Arriving at the parking area, he noticed a tall man
and a shorter dark haired woman standing on the gravel admiring his
car. They both turned as he sauntered over to them.
The dark haired woman smiled. “Is this beauty your car?”
He nodded.
The man extended his hand and said, “My name's Robin Wood and this is my wife Faith.”
Spike answered warily. “'Lo. Name's William, just arrived today.”
“Yeah, we checked in two days ago. We're from Cleveland, Ohio.” Robin
looked at him. “Are you visiting from England?” He smiled. “Obviously
you're not from around here.”
Spike leaned against his car and lit a cigarette. “Actually, I live right outside L.A”
Robin's eyes slid back to the sleek sports car. “Man, you just don't see an Austin- Healey too much anymore. What year is it?”
Spike, surprised at all the attention his car was getting, decided the
couple were just harmless car enthusiasts. He shrugged. “It's a 1964.”
He decided he needed to get away from the couple before they asked too
many personal questions.
He finished his cigarette and smiled thinly. “I'm sorry, but I hope you'll excuse me. I'm just heading out for groceries.”
“Okay, well, maybe we'll see you around. We're in cabin two.”
Spike slid easily into the convertible, turned the key and the finely tuned engine roared to life.
As he pulled out of the parking lot, Faith looked at Robin with a
slight frown. “You know, that could have gone a lot better. We really
need to find something that will interest him.”
He shrugged. “I dunno, I think it went okay. Man, that car really is fine.”
She lightly pushed his arm. “That's the only thing men ever notice.”
Robin leered at her, draped his arm over her shoulder and pulled her close. “Cars aren't the only thing.”
******
Buffy returned from lunch and was trying to help Dawn with the mountainous paperwork when the telephone rang.
“Hi Buffy. It's Willow. How's everything going, with you being all open?”
“Hey Willow. So far so good, with the taking care of actual people and everything.
Are you still going to be able to spend spring break with me? I've got a cottage all ready for you and Tara.”
“Yeah, that's what I'm calling about. I'll be there next Thursday,
probably around lunch, depending on the traffic. Tara's got some stuff
to finish up before she can leave, so she'll be there Friday. I can't
wait to see you. Do you still need me to help with the office so Dawn
can visit her friend? I'm ready and willing to help my best friend.”
“Yeah, I could definitely use the help. I want Dawn to have some time
to just hang. She's been working so hard. And it's impossible to do
everything with only one person, especially now that I've got actual
paying people to take care of here.”
Dawn, listening to the one sided conversation, motioned for the phone.
“Hey Willow. Listen, that guy who reserved his cottage on the internet
arrived this morning. He'll still be here when you get here, so I'm
going to ask him if he minds answering some questions for us about the
website. Do you have anything you want me to ask specifically?”
“Dawnie, that's a great idea. Yeah, let me fax you some questions. I
gotta go; my class is going to start. Tell Buffy I'll see you guys
Thursday. Bye.”
“Bye.”
******
It was dusk when Spike finally pulled into the gravel lot. He had spent
most of the afternoon excitedly driving around Sunnydale buying
supplies so he could cook for himself. No one had recognized him in the
sleepy town, and he was feeling free for the first time in a very long
time.
He had always cooked for Drusilla, who had had absolutely no interest
in the culinary arts. When she first left, he had eaten mainly in
restaurants. After that he let other women cook for him. Finally he had
almost stopped eating completely, unable to summon either the energy or
the sobriety.
His supplies stashed away, he dropped into a chair on the porch, lit a
cigarette and gazed at the crimson sun settling into the ocean.
Listening quietly to the incoming surf breaking heavily against the
rocks, he realized part of what he'd been missing. He needed to start
actually looking and listening to things that were bigger than he was
again. The solitude and the ocean could offer him solace and hopefully
the chance to learn how to really heal.
A slight movement on the beach caught his eye. He leaned forward barely
able to discern the figure sitting on the rocks. It was Buffy, the
woman he had met earlier. She was sitting above the high tide line on a
large boulder, feet tucked under her, as she stared quietly into the
water. Spike suddenly sensed her as a kindred spirit, someone with the
same need for solitude.
With the setting sun as a fiery backdrop, she appeared almost luminous,
a mythological goddess. The writer in him couldn't help putting words
to the vision that she unknowingly provided. She is solitary Aphrodite sitting desolate at the cold water's edge.
Shaking his head at his thoughts, though he couldn't seem to stop
watching her, Spike stood, crushing his cigarette in the ashtray.
Stepping through the door, he paused as his eyes adjusted to the
darkness. He immediately noticed the laptop sitting idly on the wooden
table, like the proverbial elephant in the living room. Running his
hands through his hair, he wearily climbed the stairs to bed.
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