Summary: Four years have passed since a certain peroxide blond vampire was last seen in Sunnydale losing the Gem of Amara to the Slayer. Since that time the Initiative has introduced chipped vampires into a form of slavery, available to selected bidders. Weary and disillusioned, Buffy succumbs to her absent Watcher’s advice to obtain a vampire bodyguard to help her in the fight against evil.
Rating: NC-17
Information is power.
Willy, once called The Snitch, had used this as his motto for many
years. He’d traded in information, gossip and whispers to further his
standing in the demon community and make a bit of bunce on the side.
But times had changed and Willy, never one to let the grass grow under
his feet, had changed right along with them. Adaptability was high on
his list of desired attributes, right alongside survival.
When his usual clientele had started to disappear with the advent of
the Initiative, Willy had quickly made preparations to move his
establishment to a safer location. Surprising even himself, he’d also
been instrumental in encouraging the moderate demon element to put
aside traditional differences and form a council. So far it had proved
a benefit to all the resident Hellmouth demons, and to more than one
transient being fleeing before the regular patrols. The Hellmouth
Council had been careful to only assist those who would not bring down
the Slayer’s wrath upon them; no vamps, no Polgaras or suchlike would
be aided and abetted. Any information on that type of demon was swiftly
passed on to the Slayer for her to take action as she saw fit. So far
it had worked a treat.
The Slayer would be surprised if she knew how many eyes kept track of
her movements and reported back to Willy. The demon grapevine extended
around the world, sending news of rumours and events back to Sunnydale
with startling rapidity. The latest happenings had been ominous enough
to prompt Willy to call for a meeting of his fellow council members.
From the moment Angel had departed LA, and had been confirmed to be
moving in their direction, Willy had had one of his bad feelings. The
fact that the souled vampire was now ensconced as the CEO of a demonic
law firm, with close links to the organisation intent upon imposing
absolute control over all demons, had never sat well with him or his
fellow councillors. It seemed too much of a coincidence to have another
vampire with a personal interest in the Slayer about to hit town, and
the black van keeping Angel company on the road indicated more than a
social visit.
Whatever was heading the Slayer’s way might well be too much for her to
handle without backup. Wolfram & Hart were not to be
underestimated. In a gratifyingly short amount of time, the Hellmouth
Council had come to an agreement; they’d send out the call and make
themselves available should the Slayer need them. She was the only one
standing between them and the human threat to their kind. They needed
her.
***
The journey to the most exclusive restaurant in town – well, just out
of town if a person wanted to be picky – was conducted in near silence.
After trying to engage Buffy in small talk, admittedly not his forte,
Angel had rapidly concluded from her monosyllabic responses that
conversation was not currently on her agenda. He contented himself with
manoeuvring his fine automobile along the twisting road leading up to
Sunnydale Heights. The unexpected closing of the door in his face
earlier still rankled, but Angel was determined to stay calm and direct
his concentration to his mission for the evening. Reclaiming Spike.
Now and again he let his eyes drift over to rest on his silent
passenger, checking out her body language and assessing her current
mood. She seemed to be relaxed and intent on watching the view from the
window as it changed with each turn of the road. Perhaps this would be
easier than he’d anticipated. And if it wasn’t? That eventuality had
been covered too.
Content with his strong negotiating position and confident of success, Angel relaxed enough to hum a little Manilow.
***
This was going to be even harder than Buffy had imagined, and for a
whole set of different reasons. Just being in his company again was
doing all sorts of strange things to her slayer senses, not least of
which was a strong desire to growl. She was fighting to keep from
vocalising her inner reaction, which had flared up when Angel had left
her to get into the car by herself… It was one of those courtesies a
girl sort of expected when being taken out to dinner – even if it was
more of a business meeting. Or maybe she was just looking for any small
excuse to add fuel to the fire burning towards eruption inside.
She’d been somewhat surprised by his choice of venue for their
tete-a-tete about Spike. The last time they’d been on the Heights
together he’d told her it was the man inside that didn’t deserve to go
on. Had he forgotten that? She hadn’t.
The Sunnydale Heights had caused a lot of conflicting views amongst the
denizens of the town. Some said it was a blot on the landscape, others
that it provided a welcome venue which overlooked the sparkling lights
of the town at night. To Buffy it would always remind her of two events
in her life: the dawn it snowed and stopped Angel from meeting the sun
after the First Evil had played havoc with his head, and the day Willow
was talked back down to earth by Xander after Buffy had stopped her
from killing Warren, the leader of the Nerd Trio. One of the many
things she could give Xander credit for.
The scarcity of cars parked to the side of the mock Gothic structure
bore testament to the relatively early hour; soon the fashionable
eatery would be catering to the wave of nouveau rich now coining it in
from the renaissance that was Sunnydale. Buffy didn’t wait for her door
to be opened, unclipping her belt and leaving the car as soon as it
pulled to a halt. She didn’t wait for Angel either as she made her way
to the entrance, not acknowledging the vampire when he fell into step
beside her, almost within touching distance. Her skin wanted to crawl
away, be elsewhere. Be near her vampire.
A smiling doorman ushered them into the reception area where a dinner
jacketed maitre d’ smoothly checked the booking before guiding them to
a discreet table for two beside a window with a panoramic view of
Sunnydale. Buffy had to admit the twinkling lights were pretty. Within
moments of being left alone, a waiter appeared with menus and enquired
about drinks.
“Buffy?” Angel leaned towards her, his brown eyes taking in her
undisguised interest in her surroundings, but unable to quite fathom
her mood. She’d always been pretty impulsive in the past and he
wondered if she had learned to temper that side of her nature. If so,
he might be facing a bigger task than he’d anticipated.
“Mineral water, please. Still, not sparkling,” she addressed the waiter
directly, bestowing a slowly widening smile when she recognised him.
Buffy couldn’t remember his name although she’d seen him several times
at Willy’s. If her memory served, he was a quarter Brachen demon whose
only outward sign of his demon heritage lay in a small blue birthmark
on his upper arm.
“Would madam prefer French or domestic?” Only by the small crinkling
around his eyes did Walt betray he knew her - a model of discretion.
“French, thank you.” Buffy listened as Angel ordered a glass of red
wine, momentarily wishing that she could do the same. A clear head was
called for, and later would be soon enough if she were still in the
mood. Placing the menu on the table, she studied him closely for the
first time. His navy silk shirt would have suited Spike and she had to
admit he looked good, if she chose to ignore the gelled hair. He was
studying her in much the same fashion, glancing at her with a small
smile playing around his mouth. A mouth which had once been intimate
with her own.
Now. Attack.
“Spike. You can’t have him,” she said firmly, watching with interest as
the smile disappeared and his jaw tightened. He opened his mouth, so
she ploughed right on.
“Who are Wolfram and Hart?”
***
Spike wanted to kill something. He wanted to smash and bash and…solve the mystery of modern laundry.
After indulging in a brief fantasy where Buffy freely allowed him
access to her lips, he’d snapped out of it and grown restless. Not
ready to join the ladies he could hear chanting above – he didn’t think
they would appreciate the erection pushing against the zipped fly of
his jeans – he’d paced about the basement with energy to burn before
settling on the notion to actually do something for the Slayer; so far
it was more than apparent he was providing little in way of assistance
to her. She was the one going out of her way to protect and care for
him and, nice though the novelty was, he wanted to be a part of her
life – not a burden upon it.
With that thought uppermost, he steeled himself to open the chest which
still occupied space at the bottom of the basement stairs, knowing only
too well most items within had seen service on his body at one time or
another. What he was searching for was easily found – a ball gag.
Carefully replacing everything back as he’d found it, Spike crossed to
his bed and slipped the gag under the pillows. Much as he had found
solace in her closeness last night, Buffy needed to rest properly…and
he didn’t trust himself enough to stay within the bounds of acceptable
behaviour if she made it a habit to place her warm, tempting body so
close to his. It would become another form of torture, one he could
well do without. Time to get used to being alone. More than time he
began facing his night demons on his own.
It was then he had the bright idea of going into the small laundry room
and seeing if he could throw anything through the washing machine; take
care of a chore to help out. He could almost feel his demon smirking at
him, but felt no sense of real resistance to his intention. It seemed
to agree with the notion of making himself useful in whatever way he
could.
Ten minutes later the vampire was cursing his good intentions…and
sudden impulse. He’d found sheets and towels waiting to be washed, the
intense scent of the Slayer permeated the cloth and his cock had
hardened painfully. Groaning to himself, Spike had loaded the machine
and was about to add the powder when his nose twitched. Peering back
into the linen basket revealed a single pair of white cotton panties.
His hand trembled as he leaned down and pulled them out, holding them
as far away from his body as possible before dropping them in to join
the rest of the load, the urge to bring them to his nose and inhale her
delicious, intimate aroma almost more than he could resist. It took all
his remaining willpower to toss in the powder and start the cycle,
quickly exiting the small laundry room and throwing himself down on his
bed.
Which brought his head into contact with his pillows, which in turn… Spike groaned.
God, it had been so long since he’d… And thinking about it was not
going to help. Gone were the nights when he could reach out, secure in
the knowledge of his own power and superiority, and just take whatever
he had a fancy for. Gone forever when he’d lost whatever good sense
he’d ever possessed in his obsession with the Slayer.
He’d lost sight of the absolute need to be aware of what was going on
around him, hadn’t smelt any other scent but hers - and she had been
far enough away that the faintness of her on the breeze shouldn’t have
distracted. Certainly not from a handful of military types closing in from behind.
The punishment for that lapse was still being paid for; a harsher
lesson than any Angelus had visited upon his undead flesh those long
years ago. Perhaps it had taken all this time to learn to pick battles
he could win, resist until it became a matter of survival not to. And
then make the last choice. Do I survive…or not?
Spike could almost feel a round of applause reverberate inside him. A
rueful half-smile curved his lips as his hand absently stroked across
the evidence of his desire, his hopeless desire for the Slayer.
Having learned the lesson, he’d still buggered it up enough times to
have been on his last chance of unlife at the auction. The Slayer was
his salvation. She’d overwhelmed him with her consideration, thrown him
into more confusion than he liked and…had shown nothing more than the
annoyance expected between equals when he’d let his temper get the
better of him. But she’d never want him as a partner in her bed.
And he’d better accept the limits, or sour the affection he was being lavished with. Not something he was prepared to lose.
The vampire tried to convince himself to get over any thoughts of
making his waking fantasy a reality, told himself that her actions were
nothing more than her inherent goodness being spread a little further
to encompass an undead thing within its protective umbrella.
Knowing his Slayer was in the company of her only vampire lover set his
stomach roiling with a mixture of emotions. Jealousy and concern
battled.
He acknowledged, however reluctantly, that reaching for the Slayer, for
Buffy, would be trying for the unattainable. A battle he couldn’t win.
Not unless a miracle occurred…and Spike believed he’d already used up
his current quota of miracles just by being here now.
But it didn’t mean the thought of Buffy in the company of any male – other than him – would ever sit well. Especially Peaches.
Pushing himself to his feet with a sigh, Spike took his cue from the
lack of chanting to guess that the bit of magic practice upstairs had
finished. Time to make with the social graces and see if they had
everything they needed.
Starting up the basement stairs, he wondered what his Slayer was doing,
what she was feeling right now. And would he like it if he knew?
***
A cold fury was building inside, taking away the burning anger and
replacing it with something far more deadly - more righteous. Lush
surroundings had long since faded to the edges of her awareness; Angel
had her absolute and undivided attention.
At first he’d tried to argue with her about Spike. Buffy had found it
easy to refuse to discuss it with him; Angel wasn’t having Spike, end
of that question and answer session. Now she wanted the answers to a
few questions of her own; she had a list in her purse, but doubted it
would be referred to. Not the sort of questions she’d forget so
quickly. And Angel was just providing her with more.
What had been going on in LA, and why had no one – anywhere – thought to tell her about it? Did Giles know?
Buffy listened in gathering amazement as Angel casually informed her
that he was now the CEO of a law firm. Which had led to more questions.
More - almost unbelievable - answers had been tossed to her from the
relaxed vampire opposite her. A vampire she thought she’d known, had
once loved with all her passionate young heart, was sitting opposite
and smiling, smiling, as his words blew holes in everything she’d
believed where he was concerned.
That he didn’t even realise he was doing it was even more astounding.
Angel let drop disturbing titbits with the pleased aplomb of a magician
pulling rabbits from a hat. Cordelia in a coma, and being cared for by
the law firm he now directed. Wesley…gone, who knows where. Gunn, gone.
Fred, back in Texas. Lorne, whereabouts unknown. His whole team had
dissolved, gone their separate ways, and instead of brooding Angel gave
every appearance of being undisturbed, even a little smug. This was an
Angel she neither knew nor understood.
Her slayer senses were complaining at being in his presence without
doing her duty, making her physically uncomfortable at being so close.
And he wasn’t helping her control. Not a bit.
Not when he chose to try again to put his case for taking Spike off her
hands, ignoring her decision and choosing instead to try and sway her.
Add that to the almost condescending grin which had attached itself to
his mouth, and Buffy was getting close to the point of violence.
Something she had wanted to avoid, but which now looked a more
attractive proposition by the minute.
“Buffy, we really need to talk about Spike.” Angel wanted to get this
negotiation back on track. Nice as it was to catch up with what had
been happening in his unlife since they’d last met, he had a mission
tonight and pleasantries would have to wait until later. He toyed with
his glass of claret, admiring the bouquet and colour. “He’s family, and
it’s my responsibility to take care of him. Surely you can see that?”
Buffy’s outward composure belied the voice inside which whispered
‘liar’ in her mind. “You don’t like Spike. You’ve never liked Spike.
Why would you want him when I’ve already made it plain that I intend to
keep him? Don’t you trust me with him, Angel?” She awaited his answer
with interest.
“Of course! I just think he would be better off with me.” He’d
anticipated this response from Buffy, knew a little persuasion would be
required. “I just don’t think you remember how much you hated him. I’m
doing this for your sake more than his.” Leaning forward, Angel looked
at Buffy with all the sincerity at his command. “You need someone
better than him at your back, someone who won’t let you down the first
time your life is on the line. I couldn’t rest easy if I left him to
hurt you, Buffy, knowing I had it in my power to prevent it.”
Angel didn’t understand for another five minutes the enormity of his
mistake. The waiter arrived to take their dinner orders, but Buffy
waved Walt – that was his name – away with a small smile, asking him to give them more
time to decide. Interruption over, she turned to her opponent – no
mistaking that now – and tossed another one from her list his way.
“How was Spike,” she asked sweetly, “the last time you saw him?”
***
Spike had just passed two mugs of herbal tea over the kitchen island;
red and blonde heads nodded their thanks as they sniffed the wafting
aroma appreciatively. Taking his warmed blood from the microwave, he’d
just settled on a stool opposite them when the phone rang. After a
moment’s hesitation, Tara rose and answered it.
“H…hello?” Tara listened for a moment before turning and holding the
handset towards Spike. “It’s Willy, for you.” She shrugged when the
vampire frowned in confusion. “He said it was important and asked to
speak to you.”
Every instinct in him screamed danger. “Is that mojo you did working? I have a bad feeling…”
“We’ll check,” Tara assured him, wasting no time before grabbing
Willow’s hand and leaving to do a quick inspection of the wards they’d
only just finished setting.
Spike lifted the phone to his ear. “Yeah? What is it?” His telephone etiquette had obviously been lost.
“Trouble heading your way. The moment the Slayer left a van pulled up
to the end of Revello and some shifty types got out.” Willy stared out
the window at the black van parked opposite.
“They’re hanging back, surrounding the house. It looks like they’re
waiting for a signal.” Willy waved to the latest arrival; about twenty
large demons now occupied the kitchen and living room. “I’ve sent Clem
to get the Slayer.”
“How many?” Spike didn’t have time to question the reliability or
motivation of the untrustworthy barkeep; he couldn’t take a chance with
the wiccans lives and needed to know, fast, what they might be up
against.
“I counted six, but that don’t mean there ain’t more.” Two demons shook
their heads emphatically. “Nah, looks like that’s it. That’s the latest
intel.”
“And you’re telling me this…why?” The vampire waited, listening to the
even breathing on the other end of the phone; he heard no sign of fear
or anxiety.
“So that you know,” Willy paused for effect. “So you know we got ya
back, Spike. We don’t want anything happening to the Slayer. And that
means her friends and property too.”
Spike winced inside. Property. Now he was some thing lumped under
personal possessions. Wanting to be clear, he asked, “And that would
mean what exactly?”
Willy chuckled. “That would mean if they move a muscle nearer, you’ll
find out just how well thought of the Slayer is in these parts. Girl’s
had her moments…but she’s grown into one hell of a woman.”
A statement Spike, silently, but whole-heartedly agreed with.
“Thought you should know, just in case. Things could change fast and I might not be able to warn you.”
The vampire was fast amending his impressions of Willy and thought he’d
have made a top class minion…back in the day, when he did that sort of
thing.
“Thanks. You said someone has gone to fetch the Slayer? How long?”
Spike couldn’t deny he would feel better, so much better, once she was
back home where she belonged. With him.
“Should be no more than thirty minutes, tops. Gotta go, Spike. See ya
later.” Without waiting for a response, Willy hung up and turned to
welcome three more demons. “Guys, drinks and nibbles in the kitchen.
But getting drunk can wait until after the show. Capiche?”
Satisfied that they understood, Willy picked up the phone again. He needed to call Walt back and let him know the latest.
***
He didn’t know where he’d gone wrong. It had played out so perfectly in
his head, and the best team of advisers money could buy had endorsed it
enthusiastically. Angel had explained how he’d seen William in the
brothel some weeks ago – all had agreed that there was no hiding all
the evidence that he’d been there. Best to admit it freely, turn it to
his advantage. But try as he might, she hadn’t shown one iota of belief
in his story. When he’d told her he’d been called in to help with
Spike’s suicidal tendencies, his self-mutilation, Buffy had stared at
him with what – if he hadn’t known better – appeared to be contempt.
Then she’d smiled humourlessly. No, suddenly, things didn’t look good.
Buffy felt the last of her respect for Angel slip away.
Even when he’d been trying to kill her – especially when he’d been
trying to kill her - Spike had remorselessly thrown every unpalatable
truth her way. Sure, he’d added a liberal dose of taunting bullshit to
get her riled up, but he’d never treated her like a fool. Keeping her
eyes locked on Angel’s she asked her last pair of questions.
“I’ll take all that into consideration if you can just answer me this.”
Buffy’s hand itched to take a stake from her purse. She fought the urge
with difficulty.
“How did Spike get that bite under his arm? What’s stopping it from healing?”
***
He watched the blood drain from their faces when he passed on the news
from Willy, noting the way their hands sought each other’s to bolster
their courage.
“So, this mojo of yours, what’s it do exactly?” Spike wanted to know
precisely what they had in the way of protection, hating the knowledge
that he would be useless to do anything if the threat was human.
Tara blinked and opened her mouth to reply, but was beaten to the
answer by her lover. “Oh, it’s a combination ward to stop eavesdropping
and prevents admittance to anyone without a specific invite. We just
haven’t had a chance to test it yet.” Willow tried to smile confidently
but was let down by the uncertain twist to her mouth.
“Sounds good, ladies.” Spike could feel their fear and was glad he
found no pleasure in it. He wondered if the spells would also stop
other unwelcome things, like fire and bullets, but decided a negative
response would just get the two wiccans unduly flustered when they all
needed to be calm. “Got anything else in your bag of tricks to help
repel possible boarders?” Wolfram & Hart might not be pirates, not
strictly speaking, but they functioned under the closest thing to a
skull and crossbones banner this town had seen of late.
Willow grinned. “Well, funny you should ask…”
The three of them settled once more around the kitchen island and talked tactics.
***
Angel laughed. “I bit him. What of it? You wouldn’t understand, Buffy.
Only a vampire could possibly understand what was needed to help in the
situation. I did it for his own good, to calm him down. And, yeah, it
should have healed by now.” He shrugged, inwardly reliving the moment
when he’d smeared the mild poison over Spike’s torn flesh as he’d hung
unconscious from his chains. It had felt beyond good to be in a
position to play with the monster he’d helped shape so long ago, to let
go of his burdensome responsibilities as the instrument of the Powers
and just be a vampire for a few stress free hours.
If everything had gone to plan he wouldn’t be in this position of
having to explain himself; he’d be indulging in new ways to make his
annoying relative scream. More importantly, he’d be a step closer to
ensuring he’d be the only Aurelian left capable of fulfilling the
prophecy, gaining his heart’s desire. It didn’t occur to Angel that his
heart’s desire right now was focussed purely on the possession and slow
destruction of the last remaining family member outside of his custody.
That it just happened to be Spike, an eternal thorn in his side, was a
bonus. A bonus he thoroughly deserved for all he’d done to help the
weak over the years.
Catching the flash of anger in Buffy’s eyes he decided enough time had
been wasted. “You don’t seem to be getting the point here, Buffy. I’m
the Champion for the Powers and Spike is an evil vampire. Him being
with you is all sorts of bad; trust me, he’ll do nothing but cause you
trouble. The chip won’t stop him.”
Leaning forward again, Angel looked Buffy straight in the eyes as he
delivered his coup de grace. “And here’s the thing. You don’t own
Spike. The Council of Watchers holds the deed on his hide and I’ve
already spoken to Giles, made him an offer he can’t refuse. Spike is as
good as mine.” Satisfied, he leaned back and watched the shock settle
on Buffy’s face.
For a painful moment, the betrayal she felt from Giles’ going behind
her back – and with Angel - almost froze her. Almost. But, the fire of
Slayer passion burned it away, and the anger she’d held in check for
what seemed far too long was no longer to be suppressed. Her heart
released the echo of love it had kept sheltered there, sighed softly at
the loss but recognised its time had long passed – and the one to whom
it had been given no longer existed. If he had at all.
She was free.
Taking a steadying breath, Buffy sat straight and glared into the
mocking brown eyes of the stranger she’d once known. “I’ll say this
slowly, one last time. Spike stays with me. The only way you’re gonna
have a chance is over my dead body.” The surprise on his face brought a
mirthless smile to hers.
“I sent you to Hell once, Angel. Don’t think I won’t do it again if I have to.”
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