Summary: Buffy Summers is a vibrant, passionate young girl in love for the first time in her life with Angel O’Connor, to whom she’s secretly engaged. When he has to go back to his native Ireland to take care of his business, fate intervenes and she meets the very daring and impulsive Duke of Aurelius, Spike. From the moment he lays eyes upon her, he decides he wants her for himself and sets upon making it happen. Will Spike get what he wants, and if so, at what price? Written for the Spuffy_fantasy (LJ) Art-A-Thon. For the gorgeous banner made by drkdevin (Number 9).
Author's Notes: This is a work of fantasy, set in London, England, 1810 and while I might use a few places which existed in that era, the majority of names, titles and places are not based in real historic references. So I beg your leniency in that aspect.
Rating: NC-17
Author's Notes: A little note: ‘tabbies’ are ‘catty women’.
Hope is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all— ~ Emily Dickinson
Chapter 6. Sense and Sensibility
Buffy had hoped to escape from him—from everything that happened in the
garden—but the Duke caught up with her just before she went into the
house. Not like she was surprised; not with the way her evening had
unfolded so far.
She didn’t have any other choice but to allow him to escort her into
the drawing room, though; even if her whole being rebelled at the idea
of being so close to him, of having to touch any part of him ever
again. She was appalled by his behavior, but even more so, she was
appalled with her own. She couldn’t understand what happened, why she
had reacted the way she did to his kisses. It wasn’t only that it’d
been completely inappropriate, it was that she actually responded to
him, felt something stir deep within her as she did so. How could that
be when she was in love with Angel? When she despised everything the
Duke represented, everything he was?
It had to be the surprise of it all, she resolved, the novelty. She’d
never been kissed before and that’s why her traitorous body responded
as it did. It didn’t mean a thing, and had absolutely nothing at all to
do with the odious man himself.
When they joined the others in the drawing room, her father already had
the champagne at the ready to ‘celebrate’ his darling daughter’s
upcoming nuptials. Buffy sorely wished to run and scream and escape
from this farce. If only she could without disgracing her mother, she
most certainly would. She didn’t care about her own reputation or her
father’s. Her mother deserved so much better than that though, if only
for what she had to endure at her husband’s hands. That was the only
reason Buffy would go through with this wedding… if she couldn’t find a
way to… ‘convince’ the damned Duke to call it off beforehand that is.
Her plan to dissuade him with her intelligence had backfired, but that
didn’t mean she couldn’t come up with something else that could
potentially change his plans to marry her. He might have won tonight’s
battle, but she was determined to win the war. And if everything failed
and she was indeed forced to marry him, she was determined never to
give herself fully to him. As her husband, he might have certain rights
over her body, but her heart, her soul, her love, those would never be
his.
Bypassing the sofa her father intended her to occupy with her
betrothed, she went and sat next to her mother, ignoring the glowering
glare Hank sent her. She knew she would pay for that later, but right
now she chose not to care.
Spike observed Miss Summers sip on her champagne while appearing
completely lost in her own thoughts. Yes, he was supremely pleased with
himself at his choice of bride. She was all passion and fire even when
she acted aloof with him and he loved the challenge she represented. He
would make her crave him, yearn for him like he’d yearned for her ever
since seeing her on the street… and even more now that he’d sampled the
honeyed nectar of her mouth, the sweetness of her submission to his
kisses. Her response, brief as it had been, gave him hope she wasn’t as
indifferent to him as she tried to appear and he would prey on that.
He wasn’t sure what it was exactly about her that was making him act as
he did. Yes, he was used to doing whatever he pleased, whenever he
pleased. Yes, he wasn’t accustomed to ladies not falling at his feet when he looked their way. Still, that didn’t
explain why he’d gone to such lengths to marry Miss Buffy Summers, just
having to put up with a father-in-law like Hank Summers would’ve sent
him running in the other direction, never mind the idea—which would’ve
been preposterous two days ago—of marrying a woman he knew nothing
about.
Perhaps he was being stubborn as Wes had told him. Perhaps he was being
rash as his sister had hinted at. And yet he couldn’t bring himself to
care enough to stop the preparations, the wedding.
Something had happened between them in the garden, of this Fred was
sure. It wasn’t too difficult to imagine what, with the heated looks
her brother was throwing the lovely Miss Elizabeth and the way the girl
avoided to meet his stare, and not by accident. Fred loved William
dearly, but he really could learn a thing or two about patience from
his aide.
Then again, Wesley could learn a thing or two from her brother about
taking what he wanted without caring for the consequences, she thought
while stealing a glance at the handsome brunette man to her right.
Perhaps that’s the reason why the two men were such good friends; they
were the two sides of the same coin. Completely different in so many
ways and still, so alike in others it was scary.
The dinner had been a success so far, no thanks to her husband, though.
It was nothing short of a miracle his Grace hadn’t decided to just up
and leave after the fiasco before dinner. Not that Joyce wasn’t
grateful he hadn’t. He was a gentleman through and through, well
educated, charming, very handsome and one of the most eligible and
pursued bachelors in the realm to boot. She couldn’t have wished a
better husband for her Elizabeth, even if she didn’t seem too content
with the match.
Her daughter was a very lucky girl, even if she might not realize it at
the moment, and she would be the envy of all the ladies of marriageable
age when the news of the wedding was learned.
Hank seethed inside, his anger against Elizabeth and her behavior
towards her fiancée escalating with each passing moment. He’d kill her
if she ruined this for him, and would feel absolutely no remorse over
doing it either. He’d been saddled with her and his poor excuse for a
wife for too long already anyway. Still, not everything was lost; the
Duke hadn’t seemed offended by her disdainful action, instead looking
amused.
He was curious over the motives the blond man could have to marry so
below his station and his haste to do so, but as long as it took the
girl out of his hands and seeing as it would benefit him greatly in
monetary terms, well… he simply didn’t care. However, he would have to
make sure his darling ‘daughter’ understood the consequences of her
actions tonight in a way she would never want to repeat them… at least
not until the wedding was finalized. Then she’d be another man’s
problem and with any luck, he would never have to bother with her
again.
“Alright, so it’s settled then, the marriage will be celebrated in
three weeks time,” Hank announced, eager to seal the deal before the
Duke had the chance to back down.
Three weeks? Buffy’s eyes widened when she heard the
confirmation to what the Duke had told her in the garden. It was
inconceivable, not only was she being forced to marry a man she would
never love, but they were doing it with a quickness that would surely
rouse the ton’s rumor mill. Just what she needed, she rolled her eyes
inwardly.
“Alright then,” Spike stood up and walked towards Joyce, who followed
suit. “Lady Joyce, thank you for your hospitality.” He took her hand in
his and kissed it, before doing the same with Buffy, his lips lingering
on her hand for a fraction longer than necessary as he gazed deeply
into her eyes. He chuckled when she pulled her hand away as if burned.
“Until we meet again, Miss Elizabeth.”
Buffy exhaled a relieved sigh when their guests finally left and she
managed to escape to her room without having to face her father, who
had locked himself in his study room. With any luck, he would get drunk
and forget all about what happened during dinner, although she wouldn’t
hold her breath over it.
And sure enough, just a few minutes later, one of the maids came to tell her he was waiting for her.
*******
“We need to talk,” Fred said to Spike as soon as they got to the
Aurelius’ townhouse. “Alone,” she added with a meaningful look to
Wesley.
“Certainly, pet,” he complied with a nod. “Good night, Wes, we’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Good night, William, Lady Fred.” Wesley bowed to them and with a last,
longing look to the chestnut haired woman, went to his room.
“When are you going to put the man out of his misery?” Spike asked her as soon as they were out of hearing range.
“I don’t understand what you mean, little brother.”
“Like hell you don’.”
“It’s not that simple, William, and you know it.” She sighed miserably, sitting on one of the chairs before the fireplace.
“What I know is that you two would be perfect for the other.”
“And you don’t think I realize that?” she asked, a haunted look
shadowing her eyes. “I’ve been in love with him ever since we met and
if it were up to me, we would have married the day after I became a
widow.”
“It’s been almost 4 years, sweetheart.”
“And a lot more years will pass before that man accepts that his love
is all I want, if ever. He has the absurd notion he’s beneath me and as
such can’t aspire to marry me. He’s almost as stubborn as you are, no
wonder you’re such good friends.”
“’M not stubborn.”
“Oh yes, you are, dear. And you’re also impulsive, reckless, daring;
too much for your own good at times. How else would you explain the
rush to marry the lovely Miss Summers? If you were so intent on
marrying her, couldn’t you give her a little more time to get… used to
you beforehand? Really, three weeks is not enough—-”
“It’s more than enough time and tha’s final,” he interrupted her.
“You know the tabbies will be counting the months till your first child is born after such a hasty wedding,” she pointed out.
“Let them, I don’ care.”
“I don’t understand you. I truly don’t. Yes, she’s beautiful and I’m
sure she has a lot of fine points in her favor, but have you thought
this through? I mean, really, Lady Joyce is wonderful, but her
husband,” she shivered, unable to hide her disgust. “He’s another
matter altogether. Are you certain you want to be related to him, even
if only by marriage?”
“I don’ care about him, either.”
“Don’t give me that. I saw you when he treated Lady Joyce so despicably
before dinner. You were as mortified as I was, if not more.”
“That doesn’ change anything. I’m marrying his daughter, not him.”
“And why are you marrying his daughter? You never told me.”
“I did. I told you before, repeatedly I might add, I needed a wife and decided she would do perfectly.”
She gave him a look that clearly stated she didn’t believe that reason.
“And we both know that’s not the only reason, don’t we, William? So why
don’t you tell me the real reason you chose her.”
He sighed knowing his sister would never let this go until he relented,
but the truth was… he didn’t even know what made him choose her. He
could’ve had his pick out of any of the ladies of marriageable age, all
with better lineage and wealthier than Buffy Summers, some of them were
even more beautiful than her and yet none of them could compare to her.
It didn’t make any sense at all, but at the same time, it made perfect
sense.
“I… well, I simply do. I don’ know how to explain it. I saw her and knew I had to marry her… whatever the price. There’s somethin’ about her
that calls to me and it’s not just because of her looks, it’s her fire,
her spirit.”
Fred tilted her head to regard him; William was in deeper than he
thought. She never heard him talk about a woman like that before and
knew then she would do everything in her power to help him. And who
knew, perhaps they could actually help each other. An idea started
forming in her mind. Oh yes, if her brother agreed, neither the lovely
Miss Elizabeth nor Wesley would know what hit them.
“If you’re certain this is truly what you want, I think there’s a way
we could help each other, if you’re inclined to listen to my proposal
that is.”
Intrigued, Spike quirked an eyebrow before nodding. Knowing his sister
like he did, he was certain he would never regret agreeing to whatever
she proposed.
*******
Buffy’s footsteps slowed the closer she came to her father’s study. She
dreaded what would happen when she went through that door, the
punishment her father would lash out at her for misbehaving with the
vile man he had betrothed her to. And still… still she couldn’t bring
herself to regret her actions. In fact, she’d do it all over again in a
heartbeat if she could; perhaps not exactly in the same way since that
obviously didn’t work, but she could come up with new ways to make the
Duke rescind the betrothal contract. It didn’t matter what she had to
endure because of it. It would be worth it.
She knocked on the door and waited until she heard the harsh ‘Come in’
before inhaling deeply, steeling herself for what was coming.
“Close the door, Elizabeth,” her father said, a decidedly evil gleam in his cold eyes.
And hard as she tried, she couldn’t hide the shudder that went through
her at the sight of the riding crop her father held in his hands.
tbc
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Mari
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